Me and ADHD
by Michael Crabtree
(Clintwood, VA, USA)
I was dignosed with ADHD around 12 now I am 27. As I understood it I would grow out if this problem. But after some reserch I think that I may still have conflict with it. I quit taking my medication at 15 years old and started into drug abuse, mostly pot, perscription drugs, and alcohol. I was in alot of trouble with athourites. I was in major trouble at 17 and got a break from the judge because of my ambitions for joining the Army. I recived my GED and that was no easy task believe me. My worst problem area was English thats probably why I have misspelled alot of words. So I had to learn elemenary school level subjects first. I never done homework ever I hated it but really no noe forced me to. I joined the army as a mechanic wich really was a great choice because I stayed busy, I have never made the rank of Sargent I actually made it a goal. But was not considered for the rank because of my symptoms, not knowing then that they were symptoms, but the lack of organization skills, not paying attention to detail, in brefings, or classes I would hear what was said but after I could not tell you what was said. I am still with the army reserves. I cant keep a job or even in that job I stay a low level employee. After some time I get bored or even deppressed, and get fired or quit. I also suffer from PTSD. I was deployed to Iraq twice. I guess I am telling my story because I think I may need help but dont really know what to do the VA health system can help but they are so slow that it seems as though nothing is getting done and they put me back on the medication that I was on when I was 15 but they do not seem to want to deal with it because that it is not realted to my time in service. If you have read this whole think I am sorry to bore you. I juast wanted to put this out there. I hope that maybe if a parent reads this it may help them to relize what is in store for the future